yamanai ame da neeee

stnicks
Saturday, December 29, 2007

i think i need to learn to forget. haha.. somethings just refuse to be erased.

so, ytd we spent a day at stnicks (man i love the school)
had some kind of meeting and met the new pri schl section vp who's only been here since dec! thats cool. she looks rather nice.. but not as motherly as mrs sim. so the people who are back there are shu xian, jian xin, matong toy and i.. and there's this girl, kaili. not an old girl.. looked nice. hahah..

catherine ho brought us around and intro-ed us to all the teachers.
she was crazy and bouncing around like a mad dog ok.
to think she used to lock me in the balcony when i didn't do my work!
I SWEAR SHE STILL HATES ME. argh.
shu xian says catherine ho didnt like her either. so funny lah hahaha..
wonder how old she is man.. she taught my sister when she was around and she taught me, and now she's still around! must have been there at least 15-20 years.

ok yah, im teaching english and maybe ss. omg. scary.
hope everything goes well ok. i feel so insecure abt it argh zxczdjfhos

in the end we didn't manage to shop or anything. hahaha just went to the cathay outside there to sit down and talk.. aiyoh aiyoh and then i was thinking, how come no one from home called me when it was already so late, ohs guess what when i reached home, there wasn't anyone at home! everybody so happening la in the end everyone came home later then me. HAHA.

2:52 PM

I reserve the right to evolve. What I think and feel today is subject to revision tomorrow.
Thursday, December 27, 2007

yesterday was a good day.

12:58 PM

shopping spree
Monday, December 24, 2007

liting so totally loves shopping, she's sooo in love with her little skirts and tops, and pretty shoes that are pretty pinkkkkk.

she's so grown up she's looking for tubies.

Liting is so totally obsessed with being on her feet for 5 hours and walking miles to look for sown up expensive cloth.

9:08 PM

innotrek
Sunday, December 23, 2007

has been great fun. seriously. the ppl from our batch turned out to be very nice :)
i'm really gonna miss them this 3 months... hopefully after the stnicks stint i can go back to work there. especially after what calvin said. i think.. yah. it really is a special job where we can learn things others don't normally get to learn.
haha don't think inno people are reading this, but you guys will do great ok! JIAYOU.

ok yes, ytd was tent unpitching session for the funny church people.
myyyy goodness. tiring. but very fun lah.
went shawn's house aft that with many many ppl and play cards and slack. funfunfun.
my arms are aching now. hahaha.. and omg my shoulders ACHE like nobody's business.
im so gonna get someone for it mans. stupid bony arms. hahaha..
monday, maybe meeting them. maybe for lunch or smth.. don't feel like watching alvin. got something against movies that mix animation and real people. like the basketball show with bucks bunny and Jordon. eew. haha. oh well..... see how loh.

GUESS WHAT OMG.
this morning my sister and i were talking abt why its better to make money first then go join inno... and she was like saying.. you must save alot of money first, you wanna go japan right?
AND MY MUM WAS THERE AND SHE DIDNT DISAGREE. OMG OMG OMG

oh yah i wanted to ask. abt guys being 'gentlemenly'
omg is it really a very un-gentlemenly thing to do if you go home with another girl but don't send her home? haha i don't get it.. i honestly dont! i mean they're being nice when they ask lah.. i know. but yah hahaha.. omg its like :O this is behaviour that is very new to me. like to send someone you hardly know home!
????

10:42 AM

Friday, December 21, 2007

cannot stand people who think they've been noble. goodness.

just got back..... im super tired.
omg tml have to reach dairy farm at 9 this time.
wth wth. the walk in is like :X
but. ytd was really fun actually. esp the pepsi cola part :)
but i can't believe we reached there at 11am and didnt have anything to eat till 8pm. omg.. it's crazy. and i can't believe i saw the ex-national swimmer joscelin yeo.. she was qt horrible though.. the church group ppl were SO ROUGH when playing games, body slamming each other and hitting ppl.. omg it was mad and the trainers were standing in the midst of it all.
reached home, fell asleep almost immediately after i sat down.
like 1130. wah i very long never fall asleep so early already mans. damn tired.
argh ok my throat still hurts even though i've been resting it like whatever.

9:02 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

look at sano's hair hahahahaha i had a ballof a time erpeating this scene over and over just to see the hair. HAHAHHEHE!

1:05 PM

i'm going out for the dumbest reason today. with matong.
hahah which just demonstrates how bored i am. or rather, we are.

i'm watching gokusen! hahahahaha and sano's in it!
he's dyed blond and he's ugly. eew.

my intestines have been in a mess. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh news: i bought my christmas cards instead.
you tell me, what kinda of christmas is it when the shops DONT SELL SNOWFLAKES.
hello, excuse me. you tell me lah. nvm. nevermindddddd. it's ok.

liz kinda miss your rum cake. :(

top ten things i wanna do
1. finish Great Gatsby
2. finish The Glass Palace (yes im reading 2 books at once)
3. wake up to see my chrismtas cards have all been filled up
4. go out
5. celebrate overdue birthdays with overdue friends
6. go nightcycling
7. go kayaking
8. get birds.
9. earn monehhhhhhhhh.
10. need to shit. arfghsdgdf

10:56 AM

i feel like offred
Saturday, December 15, 2007

hey people,
this year i'm going to hand make my christmas cards and i have it all planned out in my head.
yes! i can't wait.. hahaha i think it will look quite cute leh (show off show off)
hahahahahaha so i'm currently feeling very high.
oh need to go buy materials though. which means i need $$$. something which i am sorely lacking in. ):

i'm having trouble reading great gatsby.
is he british?! i bet he is cause he sounds boring man! haha but ok all lit books start out like that, so i should reserve judgement (oh yeah, thats another thing i re-learned at the innotrek camp. haha to reserve judgements. yup.. shall talk more abt it later)

anyways, so may the heavens collapse on me but no matter what i need to go out tml to buy my shit for christmas. present the bbq also yah. yah. ok. ya.
ohhhhh i'm meeting winnie betty and matong on wednesday we're going farm visiting!
yayyyyyyy dog farm fish farm frog farm any farm! then then i can finally gossip abt my neighbour! HAHA.

yes speaking of reserving all judgements, i guess i learnt it the hard way, and that is through my own mistake. or rather i learnt it through seeing how the trainers gives me chances altho i was such a loser (hahah i can't stop repeating the fact that i was being a loser during camp.. because i was. ARGH liting was a loser. nooooooooo), seeing how they choose to hold no opinions on me, or hold them but keep them to themselves :X, and treat me like i wasn't a big fat ass. yup. i guess i'm really thankful. haha..
on my way home, i was thinking, this is make or break, liting. make or break.

i feel like eating moist, rummy, alcohol-filled cake.

i feel like there's this little monster in me going *bang bang bang* 'hey you get a life'
i wish i went to the chalet with my mum,
at least it'll be a change of scenes.

matong! when are we gna fulfill our crazy plan!!!!
ok maybe after i start making money.
anyway rmb what i told you abt the people who hits on everyone. haha i got new news for you!
arghh i'm so excited i need to tell lehssssss. hahaha..

anw i wanna watch Lord Of The Flies
i read it when i was all too young to understand what it was all about (tiny age of 10), what cannibalism is, and what the book actually means.
its on now!! argh but cheapest tick is 38 and hello 38 is half of what i have to spent till i start working. no cannot liting cannot! yes cannot. ok.

i guess i shall go back to my naruto.
bye!

4:32 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

shitass imagestation is closing down and i have no idea how to transfer to shutterfly i don't see any 'transfer' button leh what the hellllllllllllll. they said just click transfer. WHAT TRANSFER! ARGHARGHARGH. someone help me ):

anyway, i'm dying. i need to go out.
someone go out with me. hahah.. i wanna go kbox. zoo. anything. movie. dinner. picnic.

anyway since i'm already here, i'll do an early one.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHIA!!!!!!!!!
YOU'LL FINALLY BE 18 TOMORROW!! YES! LETS GO BUY TOTO TO CELEBRATE.
haha

ok yah actually i don't think she reads blogs. but nvm la.
you know what, i miss camp. ahhaha not the serious kind of camp withdrawal like in those guides days... but yup i think anything is better then sitting at home. and i miss school, and 33A and odac and 4unity, and guides.
i can't stop thinking about how stupid i was during the innotrek camp la. hahah.. they were building ridge tents and i think no one in my grp knows i have been building those for 5 years :/ cause i never tell anyone. i have the knowledge at the back of my hands and it kinda sucks that i can't share it and tell my grp about it.. hahah.. yah its my own fault, i know. and no one knows what are guylines sdjfhsdkjfvbiaf. haha.. oh well. nvm. its all over.
the camp really open my eyes to alot of things. like the fact that campsites are mostly built in square or line forms and not in horseshoe formation. HAHA oops. i was bursting to suggest but all the experienced army ppl were freaking me out. haha haiiiiiiiiiii........... this is terrible.
maybe i shld take up the starbucks offer.

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isn't this just beautiful? ahhhhhh im feeling so melacholic all over agn.

anw,
naruto is so cute manssssssssss.

HEHE.

and i realise smth, theres this girl in camp who carries a stnicks language
wth?! she goes 'ohs la' and 'very!' and 'wows'
omg. amazing!

11:45 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

camp was ok. hahaha im kinda missing it now... cause our grp's just very slowwww to gel loh. like everyday it'll get better so i bet they're having loads of fun in m'sia. oh well.

few things i learnt from the camp:
1. teenage guys are horny but grown up guys are even more so
2. some ppl just cant stop flirting
3. the world is veryyyy small
4. it is difficult to make friends, esp with older(not our age) ppl ):
5. work politics are always present even if we can't see it

haha no la ok rubbish one. but yah. i learnt alot of other things too.. trainer stuff. and i hope they wont access me according to how i acted in the camp cause i WAS such a loser ok.. like whole day can don't talk at all one. and i just kept running over to amanda's grp. i think i talk to the ppl in their grp mor then in my own leh. yup. hope they're having fun in malaysia la. im aching all over.. got bruise on my hip also. from i dunno where.

11:05 AM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

The last chapter of Edgar Mint is the most beautiful thing i ever read.

i just deleted the 'DOM homepage' from my list of favourites website.
(it wasn't my favourite but yah. hahah convenience.)
and im feeling strangly nostalgic and sad.

2:20 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

just came back from sitting in the sun.
haha before that, went to climb stairs.
eh feels so nice la. haha im now a small slight shade browner then before!! yes. but i only sat for one hour and the sun was abit erratic. (got alot of clouds)

anyway, i was also reading The Miracle Life of Edgar Mint, when i had a moment of epiphany! i realised, that reading, does not necessarily equate to reading.
you know you know. all my life, i have been reading and devouring plenty of books, but only today did i realise that nowadays when i read many things are running through my mind.... change of narrator, themes of the novel, how the characters are presented, how that brings out the local flavour of the story... what the author is trying to bring across, his/her intent, the tone, the attitude towards the subject. THIS is what i call reading. before that, when i read, i'm just reading on the very surface.. compared to what i'm doing now, i feel like i never even skimmed the surface of its waters. hahaah omg i feel so thankful for taking lit all of a sudden.. although i've never been particularly good at it.. but it's really nice to be reading the book on more then one layer like what i always do previously.
i feel like i understand and read more into the novel.. such that those words are no longer JUST words. haha not like what they were last time, letters on a page. omg words are so powerful they can really 'three-dimensionise' things, if there's such a thing in the world :) i feel like im transcending my onwn intellectual abilities. THIS IS COOL.

2:44 PM

malacca
Sunday, December 02, 2007

was boring.
as in go sooo many times already.. hahah... and my xiao jiu mu was in an extremely bad mood and was being unreasonable and childish.. i don't know that totally spoilt the whole thing.
the food was good as usual tho. hahah. no, actually good would be an understatement. because of course malacca does not lose to singapore haha and and its much cheaper. ah im missing the food already.

but aiyoh i MUST tell you all the highlight of my trip.
all my people decided to go for a massage and of course i didnt go la!
so i stayed at home alone....... guess what i saw.
ENERGY ON TV HAHAHAHAHA. they're like 2nd in some charts and the first is some ulufied person i never heard of!! (finally not jay chou. cheers.) YES i was jumping on the spot and sticking my face THIS close to the screen. heh heh.
that was one GREAT moment.

8:34 PM